A Promise To Myself.

Since I was a little girl, my parents took good care of me. Dressed me with pretty pretty gowns, sparkling pink shoes, feed me food, fulfilled my desire in wanting Barbie dolls, LEGO, and other toys that I lay my eyes on, live in a bungalow, took good care of me when I'm sick, buying those Staedtler color pencils that comes in a big big boxes..

what I'm trying to say is, I have a good life since I was a child. Have a maid that treat me and my sisters very nicely (not like nowadays). Ohh how I miss my previous maids that been taking care of me when my parents are off to work to fulfill our basic needs.

My dad always said ..

"You all are lucky, to be born with a silver spoon in your mouth"

Yes. I notice that. I never face any miserable moments during my childhood. Everything are complete. I remember that, I was more 'manja' with my father. I spoke to my father a lot because when I was little, papa will only entertain me if I speak English with him. So, there I was trying hard to speak English with him. He never scold me. Not far as I remember. He always entertain me and my sister, Nabila when we want to go to the playground in Tasik Y (Which is like 6 minutes away from our house by car). My dad get back from work around 5pm. After he had his tea, he will laying on his bed and trying to get some sleep.

But I will always force him to wake up and bring us to the playground. Papa with patiently said that "okay okay. 5.30pm, you wake me up." As promised by papa, I sat at the edge of his bed and waiting for the clock ticks 5.30pm. (At that time, I still doesn't know how to look at the clock. So nabila tells me, if the short arrow points at 30, wake papa up.)

With no fails, papa bring us to the playground and he likes to take picture of us. Everything are perfect. When I was in primary school, mama will teach me from science to bahasa arab. (I went to religious school and during exams, mama will teach on every subject like Tauhid, Akhlak, Ibadat and more) She is a multitask mother. Can teach all sorts of subjects.

All Im saying is that I was born in a good and healthy lifestyle and I want to keep that way for my offsprings. When I see people begging for money, when I see videos on children starving for food, I felt pity for them. This is a promise to myself that I will try my best to take very good care of my future offspring and give them what I used to have. I also don't want to burden other people with my own problems and difficulties. I try.. That are all the reasons why Im studying hard and hopefully will get good jobs.


To My Future Generations!