Just one RANDOM post.

In this post, I would like to .. just.. share about my past. My love life. When I think back the old days, it was fun and I don't regret any of it. And I do feel guilty though for playing people's feelings. Sorry. and it did happened to me back. like people said, what goes around, comes around. Karma. and that is just life. have its ups and downs.

Okay. I started to fall in 'love' or you could say puppy love, when I was 12 years old. But, it get a little bit serious when I'm in form 1. At that time, I was busy with my schools and friends, and boyfriends are not in my 'activities lists'. haha So, I kinda left my him alone with my busy schedules and all. Little did I know, he was very proud and tell people in his school that he was dating with me, and rejected all the girls who wants him. Seriously. At that time, I was flattered. But only for awhile :P.

Things changed when I knew this one guy from the internet. During that time, I was obsessed with MiRC chatting space. I get to know this one guy who is just one year older than I am. Later on, we accidentally meet at Tasik Y and he said 'Hye'. And from that onwards, we get to know each other, and actually, he wants a relationship with me which I don't really want to. I don't like him, actually. It is just a.. flirt. But, after him begging me and all, I said yes. Then, I started to fall in love with this guy. and have a relationship with this guy for 3 years. It is such a pure, innocent relationship.

Then, after 3 years, I couldn't remember what happened but what I remembered, he got another girl in Kuantan (where he stayed after one year we were together). So, I felt sad and all, but life must go on. :) At this case, he is not the only one who are being unfaithful ;) Well, I knew this one guy, A who is 17 years old at that time and another one guy, B, who later I found out that A is B's classmate. *Haha* Seriously. I had three relationship at one time. Not to be proud of it but when I think of it again, it was so funny that I never get caught until I broke with A and after that with B. Guy A was ordinary guy. Nothing special. While for guy B, he is mix arab and he is a gold digger. Seriously.

Done with the gold digger, I get to know with this one guy, when I was active with my bowling school competition. It was just a .. fling. He is one year younger than me and seriously, for me, it is not love at all. but it is not for him. So, he thinks that Im his girlfriend. Haha nevermind :P then, I get to know this one guy, also during my bowling competition. My friends were like.. "Cute seehh budak tu. Cute gile." Yes. He is cute. Like Japanese Chinese type of guy. It is not my attention to get to know him but at the end of the day, he gave me his phone number. Haha. So, we dated.

Later on, we broke up when we knew that we are not suitable for each other. like whatever. Then, I know this one guy from the internet, and he is one good and smart kid. We were like always on the phone right after I done my homework and revision. We never really met until there is this one time he came down to Batupahat and we met. He met my sister Nabila too. :) But later on, things just get out of control and we lost contact.

So, next guy was.. I can't really remember how I know him but he is such a very good boy. which is TOTALLY AND COMPLETELY boring! But, he is a sweet guy. He made a surprise during Valentine's Day when he came to my school during my lunch hour, and waited for me infront of the bus stop (in front of my school), with a bouquet of flowers and a bunch bunch bunch of Toblerone. :D At that time, Toblerone was my favourite! That was so sweet of him to do so but I rejected him as he is soooooo baik. which is sooo bosan. Sorry. :|

Then, things get little crazy when I was in beginning of form 5. I get to know this one guy, (I can't remember where) but he was 21 years old at that time. Fell madly in love. Like crazy. But after 2 and a half month, we broke up, and it was a very miserable moment for me. I have no idea why. I guess, I never let anyone dumped me before, and when I got dumped, I was feeling so sad. Is it? Nahh not sure. But that doesn't stop me to have fun in life.

After few months later, I made a surprise birthday party for my friend at this one restaurant. Me, and my cousin, and one good friend of mine, invite any one we knew. So, one friend of mine, brought along this one guy. He is cute but I never was interested. He gave my phone number to that cute guy without me knowing it. Sick right. Anyways, we dated till the beginning of year 2008. In between, we had a little fight and I we broke up. During the break up, I 're-united' with my second exboyfriend (the one that we broke up because he had a another girl back in Kuantan). Yea.. but we ended when .. hurmm.. not sure why.. can't remember.

So, anyways, early 2008, I met up with my friend, and he was 25 years old that time. We dated for 2 and a half month eventhough at that time, I was with Huzir already. :) (Well, me and Huzir that time was still flirting) I broke up with him when he found out himself that I was being unfaithful to him. Such a malay drama, you know. Gosh! He stopped at the side of a highway, and start shouting to each other.

So, till now, I am being very faithful to huzir. Hopefully, Karma won't come around. and If it did, Im gonna cut huzir's genitals. Hahahaha!

*The story.. I think.. its not in order. Everything starts in year 2002. :)

1. Muizzuddin.
2. Fikri.
3. A - Fuad.
4. B - Syedsalleh
5. Izad - NOT.
6. Saiful Edzuan.
7. Khalid
8. Firdaus Musa.
9. Azwan
10. Firdaus Mazlan.
11. Feqry
12. Huzir

There will be no more after no. 12 :)