A day before break fast

I went for shopping yesterday. Shazana suddenly decided to skip English class and plan to go Sunway Pyramid for shopping. Yes, we went to Pyramid and I shopped like crazy. I bought one flat from Guess, a crystal bracelet that cost me RM200, bought external hard-disk, MNG clutch bag and also accessories from Forever 21. There is a saying that women will shop till they drop if they are stressed or trying to calm themselves. I finds out that it is true and I agree with it. Since I'm confirmed going, a lot of things have been bothering my mind and I release my stress and sadness using this way. Shop till drop. I spent all my money and I dont feel regret spend it all out. In fact, I felt awesome! Satisfied. Relax and Calm too. Cuz when I shop, I concentrate on the things I see and hold. My mind is not at my problems. So, kinda relaxing.. The day continue when baby Huzir join me in Pyramid after he finished his classes. We break fast at Deli Nasi Lemak NYYUUUMM! and watched Death Race. Scary but okay :D

My studies while Im in Help University College is okay :) I do well in my Finite Maths and I like it. Not exactly maths that I learned in Secondary School. It is more to Business and Economics Maths which is FUN! I understand every bit of words and I can catch up quite fast too. In addition, I helped Shazana in any questions she doesn't know how to do. So pity for her if Im going to Egypt. *gonna miss you, dear!*

Some people understands me truly and some just think what they think its right without knowing what is my interest or what im interested in, or what I want in life. Im so disappointed cause they are the one who I should look up to. My life is so in dilemma and misery. I made up my mind and Im okay with it. (trying to be cool with it). and to this blog I post my sadness, misery and confusion..

P/S: to baby Huzir, I shed into tears without telling him my feelings. Thank you sayang for not asking me any questions and console me even though u know nothing.